Really, really inactive day. I did not go to Zumba again. I have effectively missed an entire week. Maybe shaking things up a bit will be good for my "cure". Gotta fool the old body into thinking it isn't bored.
I think I know what my problem is. I see all of these Mother's day ads and even though my mom is alive and lives less than a mile from me, we haven't spoken for many months. Her choice because I didn't agree with putting my 46 year old sister into a nursing home. She has cut off my older sister, me and all of my kids. How can you cut out your great grandkids? It is beyond my comprehension. She didn't even call my daughter when she lost her baby??? How does that happen? Her view of the world is totally different than mine and I pray every night that I will NOT be like her.
So, when Mother's day is over, maybe I can function again.
Breakfast: 2 eggs, 4 bacon *I was hungry, sandwich thin
Lunch: grilled sandwich thin with pepperoni and ham. Greens and ranch, chips (bad girl)
Dinner: Chili 5/2 and 2 hot dogs.
Dessert: Berries and cool whip.
I sure am boring! Oh well. Whatever works.
Happy Mother's Day to any Mom's out there!
Hopefully your Mom will realize sooner than later that family is important. We haven't spoken to my mother in law (also her choice) since our son was 1, he is now 12, and she doesn't know our 4 year old daughter. She only lives about 5 minutes from us. Your Mother's Day will be great, you have 4 kids, 3 grandchildren and a Husband that loves you! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!
ReplyDeleteIt sounds like things with your Mom are weighing on you down, no wonder you don't have the energy for zumba. Several times when broken relationships hurt and piss me off to no end I write a letter to that person with no intention of giving it to them. That way I can say every thing that I would want to say to them but never would because it would be hurtful. That might give you a place to put your feelings. I truly hope that she will try to mend things soon.
ReplyDeleteWhat a nice picture of you and Kayce she is very pretty I love all the pics you post :)
My mom has been gone for over 9 years now. I wish she would just bug the shit out of me one more time.
ReplyDeleteWhy don't you just call her and tell her that you miss her and you love her. You would be surprised at how taking the first step will accomplish.
Maybe she is just stubborn. :-)
Rosalie, Been there, done that, didn't work.
ReplyDeleteLaura, Happy Mother's day to you too! I guess maybe someday they will realize what they are missing.
Katie, Thank you for the compliments on my pictures. I have tons!!! I think I will write a letter and not deliver it, that's a good idea for my mental health! You are a wise young woman. The one that I wrote and delivered certainly didn't work! We bought her a plant that my husband will take to her tomorrow. She still likes him:)