I was enjoying the Pinterest site, looking up low carb/low sugar recipes and I came across this blog site. This particular post...if you take out the cooking part...is EXACTLY how I am feeling right now! I thought it was funny, I hope you do too! Velvet Lava Blog...
I am so sick.
Of myself.
Do you know what I mean? I'm just fed up TO HERE with me. I feel
boring, uninspired, whiny, ridiculous, apathetic, and just TOTALLY
BLEH. I feel like white bread looks. Just meh. Seriously, I wish
someone could just reach through this screen right now and slap me,
wake me up. Or, bring me pills.
Is it a stage or something? Or am I seriously just this meh bleh eh
meh? I look at my camera and shrug and go meh. I look at my stacks of
cookbooks and think about what I could whip up with those babies and I
go meh. I look at my dogs who want to go for a walk and I go meh bark
bark meh. I look at my phone and think about all the peeps I could call
for a chat and I go meh. It's just meh meh meh meh meh. Oh my god,
someone pull my head out of my ass before I whine us all to death. What
a snore I am!
I just loved that because it was exactly what I was thinking. I am becoming obsessed with my problems and I am not doing what I know will make me feel better....talking to friends, exercising, getting out of the house:(
My little sister is still in the hospital and I have talked to her, but have not seen her. She is slowly getting better, but quite frankly, I think she is happy to be out of the nursing home for awhile. She is loving the food at the hospital and the tons of choices she has on the menu! She has always had a catheter and that seems to be the problem area.
My husband is waiting to hear if he has a job or a separation package. It is so stressful. Even though he is OK if he gets the separation package, he will still be 57 year old and out of a job:( The packages are based on
years of service and since he has 25 years in, it should be at the higher end. Ugh! They (management) were in Seattle today, I'm surprised they haven't notified him of a meeting yet?
My daughter was almost to Kansas when I talked to her about an hour ago. Thank God for cellphones. They have traveled about 12 hour days for 2 days. I guess Karson keeps asking to just go home to Gma K's house. That breaks my heart:( I know he should be with his Daddy, but I will miss him so. I am hoping we will be
heading to Georgia in February.
So, as far as food goes...I am so proud of me. I had some Joseph's sugar free cookies in the freezer so I
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made a yummy dessert last night. I warmed some raspberries, crushed some cookies on top and then topped with cool whip. It was GOOD!!!
So I have sufficiently whined, thank you for reading. I need to get my butt out of my house and get a grip!!! I am being a recluse!
Sorry for the weird fonts and sentence ends...It was from copy/pasting the other blog:( I didn't know how to get the regular font back. I am a rookie!
ReplyDeleteThat was funny! I can relate to that. Glad your daughter's travels are going well. That's alot of driving! Sounds like Kristi is coming along okay. Still can't believe you can't see her! I hope you feel better soon, but remember you can always whine to your blogging buddies. We don't judge! Hugs to you from me!
ReplyDeleteKay, thanks for sharing that blog and it totally is how I feel every now and then. I can feel for you and your husband since we are in the same boat right now. My husband has been going through some depression right now and I dont know to handle it. I can understand the whining part though.....your daughter just left with your grandson that has to be hard on you. I will have to try your little desert sounds yummy.
ReplyDeleteI feel for you and the waiting to hear about your hubby's job. How stressful. I hope things work out favorably for you guys. I am glad to hear that Kaycee and Karson are having safe travles, what a long haul to drive down to Georgia.
ReplyDeleteI hope Kristi continues to get better quickly. How sad that she got septic from her cathether, it must be hard being so young living in a nursing home. Have a wonderful day, try not to be so hard on yourself.
Take care girl! Thank you for sharing how you are feeling. I bet you'll wake up in the morning and feel better. Hey, at least you're not drowning your sorrows in buckets of icecream! :) xoxo
ReplyDeleteHA Dawn...no solace to be found in ice cream...though I have tried a few times!
ReplyDeleteHow could your heart not feel a little heavy with all that's going on?
All the kindness you spread along-needs to to placed upon yourself as well!
HI Kay, we all feel that way sometimes. I'm glad that your sister is out of the hospital and I hope you get to see her soon.
ReplyDeleteI know it's probably stressful waiting to hear about your hubby. I hope everything works out for him and the rest of your family.
BTW, that desert sounded fab!
Have a great day :-)
Kay, I just finished writing my blog and I see we are in similar moods today!! I could have written that blog you quoted, lol!! You have more of a reason to be in a blah mood though, with worrying about your sister, and your husband and your daughter on the road! I'm just blah in general, although I do feet better for having ranted about everything! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for both of us!
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