Tuesday, August 7, 2012

I'm a little out of control!!!

OK, so I was good a few days, and then....and then?....well then I was bad again. I NEVER have a problem with sugar, I mean real sugar,  I have a problem with white rolls and chips. Lots of white rolls and lots of chips. I did go to the freezer and get the chili cheese fritos instead of the lay's chips. That's a start because I have never mindlessly eaten the chili cheese fritos and I usually have them on my spinach salad.
I somehow caught a summer cold and even though it is kind of mild, it is totally annoying. I did not Zumba on Monday:( Lazy, don't like the instructor, I can find a million excuses. Tomorrow my FAVORITE instructor is subbing and I have heard from my buddies that they barely made it through her class while I was on my zumbacation. I can't even promise myself I will go:(
I have a full physical next Tuesday and I am excited to see my bloodwork etc. after another year on the BFC. Maybe that is why I am out of control eating, I want to have my physical after I have eaten my weight in chips!
Oh, and no granite:( But it seems like a small thing to worry about now.
Have I mentioned before that I beat myself up every day for not being grateful enough? Yep, I do!
View from the gazebo
Gazebo
Pond and waterfall 
I had an incredible day with my gym friends today. I am feeling truly blessed....and grateful:) This was the view from the gazebo that we ate lunch in. I wish I had the colorful, creative words to describe how beautiful it is at her home. This is the same home I was at a couple of months ago, but it was raining then. As beautiful and serene as it is, I know that she works 8+ hours a day to keep it that way. Not my idea of fun!
I am so glad that we all have each other to work through these life/food issues! Thanks!!!
I mentioned on Amber's facebook post today that I am going to lose 5 lbs in the Fall. I am, want to join me?

6 comments:

  1. LOL! Kay! I don't want to wait until fall to lose this 5 pounds! I will be busy then! maybe I can lose 5 now and 5 more then? IDK.

    You know, if you keep eating bad and then have your physical, how will you feel if your bloodwork is bad?

    Thank you for sharing with me and commenting on my blog, even if you think you might be saying something i don't agree with (You never do)

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  2. Oh, Kay, you need to stop beating yourself up. Just because you don't "feel" grateful everyday, doesn't mean you aren't. The fact that you think about it so much shows that.

    Remember to pay attention to your hunger and satisfied, but not stuffed, signals.

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  3. Chips get me every once in awhile too, the tortilla kind, especially when they are with Salsa! I should do that full physical thing and get my blood work done. I'm exited to see how well you've done too! Make sure you post your results. I'm with you to get five pounds off this Fall!

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  4. Kay, I think alot of us are slipping us this summer. Just let it go and try each day to get back to what you know and what worked. Maybe revisit your fitess pal diary to see what you were eating when things were going well. We both know what to do and I know we are just in a slump. We will get our mojo back!! Sending hugs and love! XO

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  5. I really understand how you are feeling. I am sorry that you don't have the granite yet. And please don't feel bad about the food. You are doing the best you can at this moment. In another moment it will get better and easier.
    Have a great day :-)

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  6. Hi Kay, Im totally the opposite. My weakenss is def. sugars instead of breads.
    ahahah ...its interesting how we often think we, ourselfs are the only ones who seem to struggle to get it together, but as we read blogs, we realize we are far from alone. Dont feel bad. it's okay to fall if you get up right away! DUST IF OFF :)

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