Maintaining.....................

Well I would love to say that I have lost more since my last post on May 16th, but I haven't. I have lost inches, but I still have a long way to go. I have to say that I am being "good" even though I am so unbelievably frustrated. I have not followed all of Jorge's rules by any means, but I do stay within the 15/6 on myfitnesspal most days. I also have continued with my Zumba. I am not ready to give up yet. I just need to eat cleaner, and cut the white carbs. Those darn white carbs :(

For those that have read this blog for a LONG time, my granite ordeal is finally over. I am out 6000.00 dollars and my heart is filled with an ugly hatred. I am angry that my husband doesn't seem to want to do much, I am angry that someone lied to me over and over. I am angry because if someone told me they paid someone 6000.00 26 months ago and still trusted that person, I would think they were crazy. Like the saying goes, fool me once shame on you, food me twice, shame on me. Shame on me. I think more than anything, my heart just hurts. I realize there is so much more to life than this, but it was still a slam. HATRED is UGLY, so pray for me. I don't want to feel this way. I am so blessed and I know that mentally! Ugh!!!

So with those happy thoughts, Blessings and happy scales....................

Karson and his Daddy